It’s strange how you think you can capture your feelings for someone in a few words and when you go do just that, you discover that the said feeling is ever expanding, beyond your reach, like a galaxy. And every attempt at expressing it is powerless.
Reflections
Puzzle pieces
More often than not, people fall for the person who they say “fixed” them or the person who “put the pieces back together”. The first person who showed up to their doorstep when they were wallowing in heartache. Like all they want is to be saved. Like all they need is to be saved. I…
Today
Yesterday, I was inspired to write this. Yesterday, I had something beautiful to say. Yesterday, I waxed poetic. I was a prophetic genius. Today, I am trying to be who I was yesterday. I am holding on to some vague idea that I had for a minute or two, and I am trying to express…
Stranger
You think you have a clue as to who I am, who I want, what I want, why I’m here, what my gaze is, what my smile is. Try again.
Thoughts on Valentine’s Day
We were wandering through the mall just last week, and I took notice of all the sad attempts to attract more business from a day that, in my opinion, is over-hyped: Valentine’s Day. The problem with Valentine’s Day is that it’s created a notion that materialism is associated with love. Don’t get me wrong. I’m…
Relationships 101
Every so often, thoughts like how some men can be so possessive of their partners, and how some women can be equally as needy cross my mind. About how some women just let their men (or vice versa) control their lives and isolate them from everything they used to do. Isn’t it just plain selfish?…
Just One Night
I just want to share a film I watched a couple of weeks back. It’s called Before Sunrise, and it was realeased in 1995. It’s a quiet, moving, and deeply romantic film. The plot couldn’t get any simpler: man meets woman, they only get one night together, they go their separate ways the next morning….
I Love You:
You don’t know how deep those words are for me. I rarely say that phrase, but for you I’m making an exception. I love you and I’m striving to be perfect for you. I love you and I want you to trust me when I tell you I do. I love you and I will…
Sometimes…
I feel down and sad. Doubt creeps in. I feel scared and panicked and terrified and suffocated. Upset and unsure. Nonchalant and bored. Restless and weary. Powerless and vulnerable. But more often than not, I feel blessed. Fortunate and certain and secure and reassured. Calm and inspired. Full and important. Warm and loved. Happy and…

