I feel down and sad. Doubt creeps in. I feel scared and panicked and terrified and suffocated. Upset and unsure. Nonchalant and bored. Restless and weary. Powerless and vulnerable.
But more often than not, I feel blessed. Fortunate and certain and secure and reassured. Calm and inspired. Full and important. Warm and loved.
Happy and content.
Mai says
Amen to that Loves. <3
Sandra says
YES, I also feel the same way sometimes.. and either way, I tahank God for the feelings.. coz only in that way will I know what to do next.. what to plan ahead.. what to fix in my life and so on. 🙂 I love how open you are in this entry. I mean, the emotions + the song in this blog! It’s all in-sync! 😀
BEBE says
awwww.. same here.. I feel panicked because our teachers are starting to give out our grades and I’m not really sure about my grades atm. 🙁 I just hope that my grades would be fine as soon as I see them online 🙁
Jen says
There are times that I’m in the same situation just like yours. 😛
My remedy to that is to divert my full attention to something that is really worth my time (and attention, of course!) 😛 It works for me, I hope it works for you too. 🙂 Stay strong! 😉
Trish says
Ohhh. Life. *sigh*
Just always remember God and talk to him 🙂
“Happy and content.” —- great! 😉
claire says
yes! We are always blessed 🙂 no matter how wrong things might be 🙂 The most important thing is God is with us every step of the way.
Jen says
im happy for you 🙂 and im really sorry to hear about losing everything, kei. i remember reading nice entries back then. im happy youre back on track now. keep posting and keep smiling beautiful woman ;))
Kei says
Sometimes I feel like crying when I think about everything I lost here. But it’s fine, I’m moving on. And hopefully I’ll create a better blog than before. ;))
Shekinah says
I feel you Sis! <3 God will never leave us nor forsake us. Have a great day. God Bless 0:)
Yesha says
Well, that’s life ^^ So happy for you :))
Being happy and content is the most important <3
xoxo
fei says
YES! you’re bLessed with famiLy and friends kaya you shouLdn’t feeL that way.. dagdag mo pa na super in Love ka ngayon.. hahaha.. so don’t Let haters pull you down.. ‘kay? *hugs*
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